Wednesday, June 30, 2010

MY PERSONAL FEELINGS TO MY BELOVED GURU SWAMIJI PARAMAHAMSA NITHYANANDA

One day, I was searching for some meditation techniques on you tube ,then incidently I found Swamiji's discourses on youtube.And when I started to watch , His techniques and teachings really gave me a lot of energy, I can't describe.I am fully energised with his state of mind and presence,and I am so happy ,I know in my deepest feelings He is the light. 15 years or so I had some altered state of experiences..and (Saw Swamiji in my vision also!)and after that I really wondered and wanted to know!, so that was how I was interested in all spirituality.
To this moment,I have searched,read a lot of spiritual teachings,sufism,budism,astrology,hermetism,kabalah 10 sephiras with its connecting to astrology, read and studied various kinds of books.And after all that knowledge,I was not feeling good because I found my self full of information but not living it,and also alone,how can I describe it I don't know,My knowledge was like bigger than my living.I was not living my knowledge.And it is not what I want,so 5 years ago after a very deep holy experiment,stopped all working on waking up from uncounciousness and mind.And I said,enough it is time to forget everything and started to live foots on the ground,and to facing loving all what reality.And Swamiji, I am very happy to say this to,I am on my spiritual way back again,After when I was searching for kundalini energy on you tube, I found his videos and had a look and to this moment I am watching all the videos.And I am fallowing every latest news.
I was surprised and I really felt so happy,happy,happy that There is one living on earth living Enlightenment,and shares it,Working for people's Enlightenment,It so PRECIOUS.I won't be able to explain my feelings, beyond words.I am so happy and blessed He is here and working on this planet. And living so far away from his place he is giving and fulling me with blissful energies, love and light.And I want to be very near him as soon as possible.Join His programs.As soon as, I want to be in his ashram and live ,internalize his techniques and want to master them fully and deeply and serve Humanity.
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE
Nithyanandam
Reyhan Buket

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